Friday, February 22, 2008
OKAYY. nat here again. well, i know that last weeks seminar didnt go as well as we liked it to be. BUT. threre is omething good i got out of it. you know those dailt reflection things? they REALLY help(: this whole week has been really shitty for me to the point of me emo-ing. (imagine that.) but well. this week is about our faith in god. and it really made me think twice about how much i put in him.
you know, like you always say, yeahh i believe in god, i pray and all, but you dont realise in times when you feel like all hope is lost, you dont go to him. or he's NOT the first name in your mind that pops up when something goes wrong. sorry. am i being too serious? i am still kinda in my emoness. its not good. but yeahh. praying and just talking to him does help. like, i enjoy singing, so i sing hymns. it makes me feel vetter. you all should just tyr it. the reflections. TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY! like. the first time i did the reflections this week, on monday, i was in total despair but after reading the scripture things actually made sense. it felt so. magical. like that reading was made for me, to read at that particular moment. (:
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
OKAYY. Nat here(: well then. next week we start that Youth in the Spirit Seminar thingy. does anybody feel somewhat excited about this? does anybody even know what its for? because i know i dont. fyi, i wasnt there for the briefing last sun. hee. anyhoo. i think its got something to do with our preparation for our confirmation. OH! our confirmation. you know what SUCKS??? OUR MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL PAPER IS THE DAY AFTER CONFIRMATION. how shitty is that? the catechists said that they'd try and see what they can do about it. i pray that the date will change. who wants to study so hard on the day of a joyous event likw our confirmation? moreover, who wants to NOT study the day before ANY O level paper?
not me for sure. and tiara. uh huh.
anyhoo. back to the YISS thingumy. is it supposed to help us and convince us that we want to be confirmed? im sure half the class wants to get confirmed just so that they can stop attending cat classes. with all my heart i pray that the YISS thingy will be productive. or else its wasting 2 hours of our lives EVERY week. oh sigh. see yall on sun then(:
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