OKAYY. nat here again. well, i know that last weeks seminar didnt go as well as we liked it to be. BUT. threre is omething good i got out of it. you know those dailt reflection things? they REALLY help(: this whole week has been really shitty for me to the point of me emo-ing. (imagine that.) but well. this week is about our faith in god. and it really made me think twice about how much i put in him.
you know, like you always say, yeahh i believe in god, i pray and all, but you dont realise in times when you feel like all hope is lost, you dont go to him. or he's NOT the first name in your mind that pops up when something goes wrong. sorry. am i being too serious? i am still kinda in my emoness. its not good. but yeahh. praying and just talking to him does help. like, i enjoy singing, so i sing hymns. it makes me feel vetter. you all should just tyr it. the reflections. TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY! like. the first time i did the reflections this week, on monday, i was in total despair but after reading the scripture things actually made sense. it felt so. magical. like that reading was made for me, to read at that particular moment. (: