Saturday, May 10, 2008
so. 2 weeks to confirmation. doesnt time pass FAST? i mean. 2 more weeks of class. then POOF! no more class. its sad to a certain extent. l mean, its going to be difficult. like, we dont have the chance to talk about our faith every sunday ( going to mass doesnt count. how many of you think THAT much about your faith when you go for mass? especially when we go with each other) and i mean, its just, different.
i mean, i really wanna get confirmed, but im scared. i think. like, does anything change after confirmation? the whole idea is partially overwhelming. you hear everyone talk about htier confiration and how cool or boring mass was; it could be seen as just another mass, or something that much greater. i hear people say that we should pray that on that day, we are able to say YES to the lord with great joy. i sometimes think i understand that, but then i think, say yes to what? i mean yes, the lord, but what about him?
i sometimes think i understand it all, like, i want to touched and moved by the spirit in my life and at confirmation, but then sometimes i just, i dont know. i get confused. and lost, but im not so sure about what. and though im pretty keen on joining something in church after confirmation, i just wonder if i'll ever fuly understand what im confused about.
so. what ever shall i do? i have no idea, but im starting to find solce in those praise and worship songs. so there. i just think, jesus, take the wheel and just maybe, i will be able to fully fully fully with all my heaert, say yes to whatever abou the lord i hould say yes to =D
love
nat(:
i mean, i really wanna get confirmed, but im scared. i think. like, does anything change after confirmation? the whole idea is partially overwhelming. you hear everyone talk about htier confiration and how cool or boring mass was; it could be seen as just another mass, or something that much greater. i hear people say that we should pray that on that day, we are able to say YES to the lord with great joy. i sometimes think i understand that, but then i think, say yes to what? i mean yes, the lord, but what about him?
i sometimes think i understand it all, like, i want to touched and moved by the spirit in my life and at confirmation, but then sometimes i just, i dont know. i get confused. and lost, but im not so sure about what. and though im pretty keen on joining something in church after confirmation, i just wonder if i'll ever fuly understand what im confused about.
so. what ever shall i do? i have no idea, but im starting to find solce in those praise and worship songs. so there. i just think, jesus, take the wheel and just maybe, i will be able to fully fully fully with all my heaert, say yes to whatever abou the lord i hould say yes to =D
love
nat(:
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My Garden
A class of youth, struggling to place themselves in a future that seems too distant and alien.
Sometimes, plants grow
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